I just found a (well buried) word doc on my computer. Is a short diary I kept while I was living on Mangawhai between September 2004 until April 2005 when I moved to Auckland. I had completely forgotten about it. Check this out!

Friday, October 29 (2004)

I just finished reading a great book about a lady who was a prostitute in nz for many years, just telling it how it was. Prostitution interests me, always has, ive gone so far as considering it for a career at times. Have never really thought id be sexy enough (or brazen enough) to make a great success of it though, and then the ‘society’ dilemmas would always be an issue. The book certainly gives it added appeal, Id love all of the lessons it could teach me…I read up on my numerology last week and it said part of my life’s quest is to experience many different sorts of relationships, that’s me to a tee.

These ladies are campaigning for the legalisation of prostitution in Brittain. They found their perfect model Brothels in NZ! Bonton in Wellington and Purely Blue in Auckland.

Congratulations to these two establishments! Fantastic. Purely Blue I was very aware of before it arrived in New Zealand so no surprises for me there. Id like to think that gents with itches to scratch will show their support…encourage a job well done so to speak.

I realise it’s perhaps a little bit scary visiting an establishment where the woman have right of refusal. Unfortunately, all too many prefer their woman a little more desperate.

Far from all though, so, for those of you with balls, and an interest in the standards of this great business…go get that itch scratched .

Good work New Zealand, once again. Now all we need to do it get the rates higher!

Terminology. Not sure where to start with this but has been on my mind. Has been since I became an Escort, but, this past week Ive removed myself from society, as I do occasionally, and focussed on my websites, specifically promotion. Its a cat fight out there, the VIP Elite’s vs I Love Black Cock’s. “I love Black Cock” always wins on the day and a mite inconvenient when your own link is directly below. You’re buggered. I have issues with “elitism", have always had issues with elitism but yet to figure out how one promotes a higher level of service without it. Ladies who are comfortable offering fetishes, anal, golden showers, spanking, are invariably bombarded with wanker crap that could easily turn a lover into hater. Unfortunately its difficult to promote your services without mentioning them. These are intelligent women who care about themselves, have high self esteem, and rarely have time for “cum n suk my cock” texts. Truly frustrating is the degree to which we must watch our P’s and Q’s…or suffer consequences.

Then theres the attitudes of providers themselves. A blog post I read awhile ago by an escort explaining why she wasnt a “prostitute” because there was more to her work than just sex. A lady Ive done advertising for telling a client she wasnt an “escort” because she didnt actually need the money…what is she then? Add to this Mona Lisa Models comprehensive definition of a courtesan vs escort. No comment. Yes, a courtesan is an exquisite concept, as is geisha, but, ill aspire to my own definitions without the label. Dangerous Beauty will forever be a favourite movie though researching the true life of Veronica Franco suggests a very different reality.

Hookers, whores and prostitutes. Id not dare use such terms in my promotion, Id attract societies dregs. Terminology conjures up images, theres no getting around it, but an image is nothing more than a perspective given power by its context. A well known Escort in Australia sent me an email yesterday. She made a man cry the other day when “he called me a whore so I went for his jugular and squished him like a bug". Yes, shes a character. This statement directly after “I don’t see why they should be discriminated against, we’re all hookers after all!". We we’re talking about an advertising section for male escorts. My attitude towards terminology has enjoyed an eventful evolution. Yes, we’re all hookers, whores and prostitutes but…

:: Whores are my Heroes - thank you Annie Sprinkle ::

In my cruising of the internet I often come across interesting articles.

This one :: Lessons from a Prostitute :: I particularly enjoyed.